i'M offIcIaLlY an OfW...

For so many years I wanted to go to another country to uplift the situation of my family.I don't want to depend on my "tita's"...I am thankful to them for making our life easier.I was able to finish my studies because of them.On the other hand,it was also difficult for me because its like I was controlled by someone-- which i really don't like...Anyway,so much for that, now I am already in another country practicing my profession. I felt i fulfilled half of my dreams since that's what my parents want it to be. To my thinking,something is lacking as of now because I am here and my loved ones are there(Pinas)...:'(

Before my tears will drop here in our beautiful carpet,I will just divert my story. At first, I couldn't believe that I am not in my beautiful island(Cebu)...arriving in the airport was really strange because there were so many forbidden.I have nothing to do since I am just an alien.What i did was I followed all the instructions that was given to me so that I could reach my destination.After so many processes,the agency sent me to the site where I will work.Luckily,I arrived safe and sound.One thing also that put smile into my face is when i saw my "kababayans"...It was so relieving after knowing that I will be working with many "pinoys"...Now,I am still adjusting to the place and also to the people.I dont know what will happen and until when I can survive here..Until next time....Bye Bye....

MiSS tHiS!!!

it's been three years since i wrote something in this journal of mine...and so many things happened to my life...woooooooooow!so many!....there were so many new people came to my life and i learned many things about life.first,it was not so good when the topic is about family...coz my mom left us for a year...she just went to an island...hahahaha...lol...but now she's back...so we are one big happy family again.and second,my bffs are still there but some of them are gone with the wind...lol..anyways,the main casts are still complete..we seldom see each other coz of work.and what i gained for the last three years are new bffs...now its international!!chedeng!....lol...actually,its almost 1 am and im so sleepy...so i will sleep...see you soon..